It’s been months. months my family is shattered i never see you you avoid me at all costs it’s over i’ve never been lonelier i have pictures i want to show you songs videos achievements stories but you don’t care, for good reason i understand you don’t care, i live with it but why are you still with me at 12am why do you plague me during my classes why do i hear your laugh at every block that **** laugh why am i afraid to work so close to you why do i miss you so much please