Boredness can overtake me very easily
I always forced myself to have to occupy
Whether it be my surroundings
Or my own broken feelings
Since I was a curious little girl
I managed to teach myself hastily
My one fear was to be abandoned
So I never let myself fall behind
A leader slowly turned into a follower
Doing anything for a bit of renown
Looking back now, I regret it
Because what have I gained?
I am living in my own personal hell
Where my one fear dwells
Returning to the past is my one wish
But it's a childish dream
Can I be whisked away?
To a better time and day?
If the waves would grant me the chance
To finally breathe
I would scream
"I'm sorry for everything!"
Just once more, where everyone hears
I could sink into the abyss
And rest in peace