Look at how amazing he is. He really takes my breath away. He is going to do great things, look at what he is already doing for the community. Why is he with me? You have nothing to offer him. Nothing important. He shines so brightly. He's a hero. How could you compete? You aren't even on the same level as him. He deserves someone better, someone as wonderful as he is. You are so needy. Look at yourself. Melting and blushing and searching for praise. This is why everyone else left. You love too easily and too much. You are worthless and ugly and slobbish and selfish. Oh look, now you're crying too. This happens every time Tessa, you always fall in this same hole. Did you ever completely climb out? Hang on a second. Stop it. You're overreacting. How did things come to this? He held you in his arms last night. Voluntarily. That has to mean something. Calm down. Stop it. You are stronger than this. He chose you, remember? Stop talking to yourself. Entertaining the voices in your head is how you mess things up. Every time life becomes kind to you, you search for the faults. Why should this be so impossible? Why aren't you allowed to be happy for once? You can do this. You deserve this. These are the thoughts he vowed to help you stop. It's time to trust a little, and let him. Open up. You're shutting love out again. You know if he were here, he would hug you sobbing And tell you to *please, just put down the knife.