Where do you go when you can’t take the blade? I don’t understand why this life holds so much pain. Would I be better off wandering in the rain? I have no idea where to turn because I’m going insane not being able to turn the page. So as I block out the bad, and hope they let me it of their grasp, I’ll hope that one day this is something I can get past. But there’s nothing for me here and nothing is clear. I just think things would be better if someone was near.