Everything I do It's all wrapped up in you It's like our thoughts are on the same baking sheet, running together as the heat increases Forming one big lump of something delicious I was just trying to finagle my way into getting there And now you're going Alone Alone for a whole month Maybe you'll be better when you're back Maybe you'll want me around again I understand needing space but you clearly aren't living in solitude That's what hurts I guess The other people you're surrounding yourself with You'd rather them, than me They've been toxic for years I've been a salve for the last one I'm still confused I'm still sad I will probably still cry for hours and make bad decisions with even worse people You won't be there when I need you because I'll be too scared to talk to you when I can't handle life I won't want you there when I cry because I'll be crying over you Over and Over and over. The memories replay in my mind No more late night excursions into further knowing each other and wandering around never getting lost because you always know where you are. No more late night talks about anything. No more I love yous. No more texts that make me laugh in inappropriate situations. No more small encouragements when I feel at my worst. I miss you like you're gone. Even though I know you're not.