She talks to you a billion times, just to make you understand.
She is for sure super complicated & She herself is as confused as you are. She's a mess. But she wants you to know that no matter how crazy she is, she knows what she wants.
She tries to talk to you. First with a smile in her face.. Patiently explains to you.
& when everything happened again, she repeatedly explains. Finally she's sick with it. & explains to you in anger.
But still, you don't get it.
Communications between two lovers is the most important thing in the relationship, they said.
Maybe this time she'll let her tears to speak, hopefully you'll understand better. . .