In the comfort of my bed Wrapped like a burrito in one million blankets I heard a creak at the back sliding doors Thinking nothing of it I drifted off into a daze Waking up to a burning sensation where there shouldn't be As I try to turn over I am grabbed by the waist I wanted to scream But my barbwire filled throat didn't make a sound Tears streamed down my face "You're okay, you should embrace this feeling," he said His grip got tighter I felt the oxygen run out of my lungs The ******* I couldn't withstand any longer I tried to move but.... I was so in shock I couldn't My fuel in my engine was empty I had no energy His breathing got heavier &faster He put me where my back was towards my mattress His movement was faster & harder This sinful sin he was committing A child I'm just a child I gained the guts to finally open my eyes to see this monster under my bed As soon as I saw him my face went white & I crashed
Tomorrow: I saw my monster again & I was ready
The memory of his voice still raises the hairs on my neck