Dec 2019
I know this relationship is new,
Your character i know a few,
I'm an introvert, how do i relate with you,
Truth is we barely meet, but in my dream all i see is you,
When you're around why do i feel this chill,
Then when you leave, in my head its slide show of you,
Several theories, but i find it hard to accommodate,
The fact that i am in love again,
This love ******* i'm scared to participate,
Paralysis of d mind, m feeling numb again,
As i stand there, stiff like a statue,
I couldn't help, but stare through mid-air, thinking about you
Your eyes , your smile
Would they really mind if your words were lie??
I know m scared to look you in d eye,
Because my broad chest couldn't stand the fire, That burns thru,
The desire, am scared of being accustomed to,
Wondering how, because you wandering around in my mind has become a custom too,
And if i migrate illegally into your heart, will i get arrested by the customs too,
And get kicked back to that junction where i became friends with you,
Sometimes i wonder, do you feel the same way I do?
When you hear my name, Does it twitch your brain,
When you see a girl around me, do you go in rage,
Do you laugh�, like a ****** when you read my text,
or smile like a fool, when you're alone in the room, going through your phone reading our messages.
How do you feel if you don't see me a day,
Also do you hold on to your phone �
if my promised call was delayed??
And hope every text or calls you received comes from me,
Did you ever wish i'll b d one to buy you that diamond ring �,
Few Years later. We hold hands and sing lullaby for our kids,
When you look me in d eye, do i send a chill through your spine,?
Wait let me explain, while staring at you, i see these spark in your eyes,
Or did that only happen in my brain, No maybe it was my mind,
But I am always willing to sit and talk to you every minute I get,
Let the night come, while we watch the stars, if i see one shooting, i'll be quick to make a wish, that the night never ends,
Or request for hours longer than 24 so we can have more time to spend,
Hold hands and gist about our future,
Swears my heart is in love,
But my brains asking me questions, are you sure??
What if, she wants to lure,
You in, take waht she wants n leave you numb,
Like she injected paralysis in your soul,
You feel dejected, because your missing rib just broke your bone,
Oh, m confused , my thoughts just profuse,
What if she's not in love n don't feel what i feel?
Or probably she's lost in lust of my biceps and physique,
What if all she wants is just a taste of my ****?
So scared babe, permit me if i cause any delay to ask you out.
Am just afraid you might say, lets just b friends i don't want your feelings bro.
And then you'll walk me back to that FRIEND ZONE i tried to escape, so please tell me how do i cope??
Your character i know a few,
I'm an introvert, how do i relate with you,
Truth is we barely meet, but in my dream all i see is you,
When you're around why do i feel this chill,
Then when you leave, in my head its slide show of you,
Several theories, but i find it hard to accommodate,
The fact that i am in love again,
This love ******* i'm scared to participate,
Paralysis of d mind, m feeling numb again,
As i stand there, stiff like a statue,
I couldn't help, but stare through mid-air, thinking about you
Your eyes , your smile
Would they really mind if your words were lie??
I know m scared to look you in d eye,
Because my broad chest couldn't stand the fire, That burns thru,
The desire, am scared of being accustomed to,
Wondering how, because you wandering around in my mind has become a custom too,
And if i migrate illegally into your heart, will i get arrested by the customs too,
And get kicked back to that junction where i became friends with you,
Sometimes i wonder, do you feel the same way I do?
When you hear my name, Does it twitch your brain,
When you see a girl around me, do you go in rage,
Do you laugh�, like a ****** when you read my text,
or smile like a fool, when you're alone in the room, going through your phone reading our messages.
How do you feel if you don't see me a day,
Also do you hold on to your phone �
if my promised call was delayed??
And hope every text or calls you received comes from me,
Did you ever wish i'll b d one to buy you that diamond ring �,
Few Years later. We hold hands and sing lullaby for our kids,
When you look me in d eye, do i send a chill through your spine,?
Wait let me explain, while staring at you, i see these spark in your eyes,
Or did that only happen in my brain, No maybe it was my mind,
But I am always willing to sit and talk to you every minute I get,
Let the night come, while we watch the stars, if i see one shooting, i'll be quick to make a wish, that the night never ends,
Or request for hours longer than 24 so we can have more time to spend,
Hold hands and gist about our future,
Swears my heart is in love,
But my brains asking me questions, are you sure??
What if, she wants to lure,
You in, take waht she wants n leave you numb,
Like she injected paralysis in your soul,
You feel dejected, because your missing rib just broke your bone,
Oh, m confused , my thoughts just profuse,
What if she's not in love n don't feel what i feel?
Or probably she's lost in lust of my biceps and physique,
What if all she wants is just a taste of my ****?
So scared babe, permit me if i cause any delay to ask you out.
Am just afraid you might say, lets just b friends i don't want your feelings bro.
And then you'll walk me back to that FRIEND ZONE i tried to escape, so please tell me how do i cope??
#disoriented #confused #demented #unclear #hazzy #foggy #bewildered
