I can no longer bare to read the words I wrote for you
For I have betrayed my past desires
I once wrote "how much can change in a week" when I didnt receive enough of your attention
Pretty bell boy, so much can change within just one day
And to write such things and overdramatize a few interactions is pitiful
But I am impatient and cannot help where I am pulled
And though it probably wont matter much to you
And you'll never know it
I am sorry