And I could be so transparent within you. Transparent within me in a flash. I don't know what i expect from the void, from the unknown you Why am i trying this hard to know that I've lost along the way. I don't even know what i expect so much from you who just live life at your best fragile self.
But it's an unknown area, totally empty space that i realise that you might never want to pull me over In my desperate being, I want to ask But I'm too afraid to lose stern-blinking eyes, timid smirks and shyness carpets all over your identity pantone. Lovely you just by whining over petty stuff.
A pastel version of you that leaves me with no trace of leaving. So tiny pastel that you spills some color over my shoulder, and i misunderstand that they are all over me. Is this visible hue? Can I be visibly spotted? Can you spare me your idea that tells I'm right here?
See me with a spot awkwardly spotting. I just want to be seen. I just want to be seen by you.
I'm begging for love from everywhere but you. Don't worry, I'll try to cure myself.