He sleeps without her by his side. Feels the urge to isolate and hide. Darling was his blanket, the sun comes up and no one to snuggle before work. Insecurities and anxiety sweeping me off my feet. **** forgetting to eat. Repeating the cycle over and over again. Heart torn wide open. Times a dragging and before I no it, I'm writing in darkness to say what i need to say. Wish I had one more shot today. The sun drowns down, I'm alone in bed picture the new man snuggling her frown. Kisses back and forth, wish I was all thats worth. Before I cry i see her smile, I remember I use to be that cause. I look in the mirror and argue with myself. It's my ****** fault. She's saying goodbye as if I wasn't a big part of her life. I was ready to settle and call her my baby, my wife. I'm not alright. He's sleeping alone without her by his side. Wish things between us was alright.