Random but I love life
I don't ever wanna die
But i didn't always feel this way
I never saw the shine
It was mostly rainy days
and dark thoughts that drowned my mind
A pain sublimely painful, although it didn't seem so at the time
A pain sublimely painful because I learned and grew so much
And if I had the chance to repeat it all I think Id say I might
I'd go through it chopped and *******, pay my dues
*** every minute, every hour made me strong and true
and even though I'm not the "Standard girl"
I accept the tainted one I am today
So don't even bother judging me Ive done it 1,000 times a day