I'm not okay.
Life so far, has been hard and complicated
But that's okay
I've been tossed and turned, battered and bruised
But that's ok
Like a worn out rag I've been torn to pieces and shredded  to bits
But that's ok
My life is filled with regrets
Choices I've made and the ones I didn't
But that's okay
I feel helpless and hopeless at times
Scared and unsure of what the future holds
But that's okay
Life has never been kind to me and probably never will be
But that's okay
My life is filled with scars, painful memories and tears
Because after all these things
At the end, you learn to lie and paint a smile
And say I'm okay