I've been making some wishes.  Conversations and messaged some kisses. Under these lights I see her and I. Snuggles? May I call? Sometimes I try to hard to find comfort, but I've got eyes for one source. Tired of not being able to sleep, exhausting when I do pass out. What a crazy feeling. Okay naps here and there are a success now let's discuss my eating. Depression is starving and feeding. I've been making some wishes and it starts off with a place i miss. Feeling home sick. They say it's best to let go, they say it's time to let yourself grow. My efforts in choices haven't been the greatest. Especially losing her seems like my brain shuts off track. **** man why don't we get back. I'm a keep digging and hopefully burry the issues. Maybe if I dig enough I'll soon be able crawl myself out. I've got some wishes and all I feel is hope. Grab me a snare to hang this **** on a rope. I use to be the type to lie because I understood what it was like to be betrayed.  Didn't want to ruin moments of happiness but time was determined to learn me because reality don't care if I'm afraid.
I should've tried, avoid the lie, clean up my mental health and cry. I've got some wishes to hopefully prove myself I can make it. Heart's in pieces because I'm the one to break it.