I’m tired of pushing and tearing myself down
I looked in the mirror and instantly had a frown
Everyone just watched as I started to drown
I got used to the idea of not being around
My last words should’ve just been goodbye
Why’d Miles, X and, Juice have to die
That’s three legends in just three years
Couldn’t even count the amount of tears
My last relationship messed me up the worst
I’d give anything to marry the girl from the first
Thought I needed love but it was just a hoax
Thought I needed your love but that was jokes
Because you were never actually down for me
Now I’m seeing flashbacks like I’ve got ptsd
All these deaths and I’m wondering who’s next
Really hope miles is up there chilling with X
I hope heavens real so I can see y’all again
Y’all brought me so much love but also pain
I miss you guys so much I wanna see you now
Id end my time here and see you if I knew how
My brother and my idols all gone without me
The other day I sat on the floor and slit quietly
I’m ready to let go
To go see my bro
I’m ready to start fresh
A life outside my flesh
I’m ready to go away
I just want to leave today
I’m ready to escape my past
I’m ready to write my last