Stuck in my head, Trapped in my ways, Stuck in my bed, Isolated for most of my days.
What is inside of me? Is it anxiety? Paralyzed both mentally and physically. With stress berating me.
Demons lying to me. Saying I’m not worthy. Worthy to love others. Or Worthy to be loved.
Heart was broken. Love is like the frogs. Because it be croaking. Chocking on my own self-pity. I guess it was too much to ask for some loyalty.
For what is love without trust? What is love without honesty? I don’t ask for much. I just wanna a family.
Most of my life I had nobody. Most of my life I’ve been lonely. Most of my life I had to deal with a broken family. And all I crave is loyalty. Is that too much to ask honey?
Wondering, what is inside of me? Is it anxiety? Paralyzed both mentally and physically. With stress berating me.
For these demons, lying to me. Saying I’m not worthy. Worthy to love others. Or Worthy to be loved.
Craving, your embrace. Craving for loyalty. Oh, just you and me. You and me. Building up the foundation for a stable family!