(n-178) . I held the light of the sun in my left hand, In my right, a sword for her peace, I wrote words above my secret room, "Heart of Crystal Blue" She is seated in my very soul, And in my blood she sails forever, I might have seen my future, Then to have a heart again, Now at the twilight of my beginning, I remain the loving truth, To be the roaming emptiness, My tears fill the long red canyon, Neither can heaven give me joy. . (c) Erik 22 August 2018