I cant sleep cuz my mind keeps racing

my lungs deflating

my heart outpacing

everything inside

and i don't want to be alive

i just cant hide

as i cant seem to hold

the tears back anymore

as they carve

tracks down my face

my mind continues to race

and i seem to lose space

inside my room

i have a sense of doom

looming over me

i can not see

anything beyond

your face

like a saving grace

pushing past my defense

as i call

out to you

but im a fool

you where never really there

and now i over think

everything you said

last night

while i sit in my bed

and we are back where we started