Apr 2013
I sit in my chair staring out the window, watching the snow
Fall as it covers up the ground. Its cold, it’s so cold I can see
my self breathing. The trees are cover with snow, there branches are bare….. Oh winter you use to be dear to me, but all you remind me of is the cold emptiness I feel inside. All you remind me of is that my heart is dead. The feelings it had are no longer there. The love that I once knew, he took it with him. Why? Why did he have to go? Why? Why did he leave me all alone? I loved him, I loved him so much, but I think my love wasn't enough. Jonathan you've made my winters feels so cold. You was always there to warm me up with your smile, but now your gone so you left me feeling cold inside. Why did you do it? Didn't you know I had loved you! Didn't you know I had care! Why did you do this to me? Leaving me all alone and scared. I miss you! I really miss you, I miss your touches, your soft touches and your sweet kisses. You've loved me like no one else can, you held me tight making me feel so safe and warm. Making me feel my future was secure, but I guess I was wrong. In a blink of an eye you was gone. Your smile, your dimples, and your sweet lips……..Oh Jonathan, why did you leave me? The love we had was so strong, and so sweet. I know you were trying to protect me, but I can’t take it anymore its driving me so crazy. I remember the walks we use to take on Christmas Eve. The love we use to make through out Christmas day. The way you use to touch me, the way you made me feel…….Oh Jonathan, please come back to me. Why did you go?.......Why? I look at his picture hanging on the wall; I know I should take it down, since he is not with me anymore. I went to the draw to take out the last letter he left behind for me. I read the last words he wrote to me; My sweet Jessica. The only love of my life, by the time you read this letter I have already gone out of your life. The reason I've done this, because I was not good enough for you. The things you wanted I couldn't have given them to you. Your smile Jessica had meant the world to me. Your love was pure, sweet, and unique. The way that I made loved to you was out the compassion and the love we shared, but by doing this I am protecting you and letting you be free, because the life I had before will soon meet up with me. So before I end this letter this is what I have to say; I love you, I love you, I love you Jessica. You will always be my first, my last, and my only………..I close the letter reminiscing on the words I love you, wondering where can he be? I open up my window embracing the fresh cold air, then I whisper softly in the breeze; I love you, I love you, please come back to me.
Fall as it covers up the ground. Its cold, it’s so cold I can see
my self breathing. The trees are cover with snow, there branches are bare….. Oh winter you use to be dear to me, but all you remind me of is the cold emptiness I feel inside. All you remind me of is that my heart is dead. The feelings it had are no longer there. The love that I once knew, he took it with him. Why? Why did he have to go? Why? Why did he leave me all alone? I loved him, I loved him so much, but I think my love wasn't enough. Jonathan you've made my winters feels so cold. You was always there to warm me up with your smile, but now your gone so you left me feeling cold inside. Why did you do it? Didn't you know I had loved you! Didn't you know I had care! Why did you do this to me? Leaving me all alone and scared. I miss you! I really miss you, I miss your touches, your soft touches and your sweet kisses. You've loved me like no one else can, you held me tight making me feel so safe and warm. Making me feel my future was secure, but I guess I was wrong. In a blink of an eye you was gone. Your smile, your dimples, and your sweet lips……..Oh Jonathan, why did you leave me? The love we had was so strong, and so sweet. I know you were trying to protect me, but I can’t take it anymore its driving me so crazy. I remember the walks we use to take on Christmas Eve. The love we use to make through out Christmas day. The way you use to touch me, the way you made me feel…….Oh Jonathan, please come back to me. Why did you go?.......Why? I look at his picture hanging on the wall; I know I should take it down, since he is not with me anymore. I went to the draw to take out the last letter he left behind for me. I read the last words he wrote to me; My sweet Jessica. The only love of my life, by the time you read this letter I have already gone out of your life. The reason I've done this, because I was not good enough for you. The things you wanted I couldn't have given them to you. Your smile Jessica had meant the world to me. Your love was pure, sweet, and unique. The way that I made loved to you was out the compassion and the love we shared, but by doing this I am protecting you and letting you be free, because the life I had before will soon meet up with me. So before I end this letter this is what I have to say; I love you, I love you, I love you Jessica. You will always be my first, my last, and my only………..I close the letter reminiscing on the words I love you, wondering where can he be? I open up my window embracing the fresh cold air, then I whisper softly in the breeze; I love you, I love you, please come back to me.
