striped naked
videotaped in fear
losing tons of weight just to make it
helpless screams for many years
head dunk in the toilet
deep long ****** slits
numb cells
books covered in “go to hell!”
walking home barefeet
excessive studying until my fingers bleed
photoshopped pictures
nasty rumors
hands tied with wires
clothes set on fire
mouth covered
***** whispers
****** nose
smashed toes
shaving every piece of my hair
getting beaten, grasping for air
soaked lunch
stares by a bunch
overdosed on drugs
lost out on love
hiding bruises with makeup
new owner everyday like a lost pup
trophies thrown on the ground
papers with absurd notes, as I sit at my desk not making a sound
dirt shoved in my throat
as I write this last goodbye note
I remember all the unkind names
slow, freak, ****, sick, *******...it was all so dark
as I’ve already triggered a bullet to the brain so there’s no longer a beat in my heart..