Got a lot on my mind to write about, but all I could think about is my perfect person
I don't know if it's just me but I visualize her physical structure on a daily
Thinking about her charismatic personality, and the rest of her loveable persona's
She'd be a handful, but a handful all for one man
You know that one ride at the carnival you just don't want to find your way off
I guess its a little a too unhealthy how often I try to picture her
Even though I find myself smiling for a person I've never met especially since I don't know if she exist
But hey, sometimes you just gotta dream big, "Go BIG or go HOME"
Can't hurt now could it?
Well that's just what I thought but it brings too much emotions
Just the thought of her melts the ice around my chest
Until reality reminds me of all my failed attempts, ***** to be unwanted doesn't it
(Inserts fake laugh)
Guess Its just me, sorry if my thoughts became a bit anticlimactic
But that's just life, a sad one at that
We can't change the present only gift a gateway to the future
So though I fail a litte too often doesn't mean I should give up
And I don't wanna get left when she could be right there waiting at the alter
Plans to take me to that future are on the way
I got the blueprints I'm going to follow up until that day