I'm not having a good time
I think this is all pointless
Why is it all so awful
The good cannot outlast the bad
The good is found dead in a ditch
I dont want to go on
If that means death so be it
Can I just go now
Please
Not much has happened bad and yet
I dont want to do this
Why do I have to live
Its ridiculous
I didn't ask to be born
I don't want it anymore
Call my lazy- call me selfish
Call me ungrateful
I'll take it
But
Those words cannot cushion nor heal
How uninvolved I wish to be with being