don't feel bad. they don't care about you. half of them are drugged. I won't give up on you. we don't need anyone. we have each other. when you go home, feel no pressure. just enjoy the air! have fun! they'll miss you. this is all a part of detachment. you don't want them to get used to you! do what you want. stay. leave. doesn't matter. you're already going to hurt people. try not to hurt yourself. you're the only one who has the power not to hurt you! isn't that amazing? isn't that enough?