Where do i live? Where do i base my reality from? Am i in love with a fictional character yearning to hear your voice dying to know more what did i love if i am filled with ignorance jealous of those that know Will i ever be able to swim in your eyes Will i ever be able to say hi if my ego would die i 'd buy your attention i live in a fiction i wish i can try i am simply a stranger with a memory recorder of every encounter seeing everything as a sign deep inside i know i am just blind feeding myself sweet lies they get me high i live in the clouds drifting far away from the burning light the sun will one day shine melt me down to the ground i will still be found if it was ever bound if i still did not drown i will then be crowned enjoying the sounds that i always dreamed to hear