"you're depressed" they say. "you won't go to class you won't eat all you do is sleep you're depressed" they say. "i'm surrounded by failures" he says. dad, it's not my fault i don't want to go "i'll have to think about this all day" he says. me too dad. "i have psychological stuff wrong with me from trying to deal with all of this the least you could do is go to school" he says. i can feel the slam of the door in my ears "you're disrespecting me" he says. i told my bestfriend that i'm not eating not sleeping or maybe sleeping too much i told her i blacked out lost all sense of hearing seeing feeling fell down "you're depressed" they say.