I could be a myriad of mystical things, abstract creatures from your romantic dreams, a culmination of your creative schemes as you unsew the seam that seems to keep your sweet sanity stitched to this harsh reality.
I could be the escape hatch unlatched so that you can get back to that deep hole, falling into wonderland then on again to OZ and Never Never Land.
I could be a great friends and later when you go looking for him I could be the lover you seek.
Or, I could just be a cold vagary of nothing never lasting simply passing on into the the emptiness eternity brews.