I have always had you watching my back.
Even though I had lived an self-destructive life.
Reacting without thinking things through then.
But you have back then had a protection over me
I seen it so clearly now, that I can look back at it.
Yet for most part the protection is not as strong.
Maybe because it was to reveal you to be then.
To let me know that I do belong to you O Lord.
Still at times I can see the protection on me still.
It just for many different things it has been lifted.
But with protecting me from death that part of it.
Is still there Lord, this much I can still see in it.