Depression is the state of mind I’m in from not having what I want…to living in sin….**** it must have been…circling in my head from time to time….making people laugh to ease their pain hiding mine…I’ll be fine….I’m on my own….feeling lost….sitting alone….tossed into a heap pushing towards the edge not ready to leap…**** is too deep…feeling weak…dizzy head….closed mouth can’t speak…can’t sleep…waiting for a lesson or some kind of session…to forget my…

Depression is the state of mind I was in…swimming to the top never letting the current of life’s strong river drag me in again…the deep steep end….no more depression… I’m no longer depressed….pressed like hard wood…dressed some what sort of good….misunderstood…abused and of course accused of the misused guided guidelines…lined for a good life….wanting a good wife…some kids….like boxes stacked on skids (perfectly)…or pallets if you will…a dream of a castle built with no hassle…to build to the guild…no questions….suggesting I give up on…

Depression is no longer the state of mind I’m in…look at me I’m swimming to the top…stopping the depression state of mind…I win…
-Peter T. DeSpirito