grey
grey hues all in my eyes
i cant defy all this hatred
i despise a lot
within myself
i simply cant help it
i try to get rid of it
with some habits
but this mind cant be my home
anymore
im with nowhere 2 go
i feel a hole
like someone shot me
in the esophagus
demons push against my will
my mind begins to wilt
the rose petals separate
i cant even meditate
because i cannot think straight
i hate the days
the nights remind me of the grey
i try to tuck away
it’s safe to say
this life aint here to stay
grey