lately
ive been tryna not think of life
as so high-stakes
ive been meditating
and praying
for my mind's sake
and for the love of faith
nowadays,
****** hate to say
that things cant be okay
bruh,
that's not okay

i sip earl grey
as thebe bangs in the headphones
my mind wanders
and lands where it lays most
that's home
simplifying self-sacrifice
to an aspect of
the journey of life
but i gotta understand that
the strife
is gonna **** me
it's gonna ******* **** me.