The memories are a sword
cutting through darkness but not always my own

He says,
I will be with you until after the end

leaving behind this Earthen tied world full of material scraps we die to join a new beautiful existence far off

Will you never leave me there alone before the tide comes?
it sweeps away all but me.
I watch from inside myself on a mountain
as it's all taken away to teach us important lessons
that unbelieving humans will mostly continue to ignore

No longer will I have to wait for you,
you are with me here today in this very darkened moment
you show me mercy though I do not deserve
nor will I ever.

In my silence
when often I pray
you speak through many things but I am still sometimes remaining as blind

I've learned I do not want to go home anymore.
there's no place for me there but an empty, hopeless gap without good life.

But to be by your side was always a wish,
Forever that comes true everytime I think and pray to you.
I no longer fear the worst
my doubts will never control us.
I have seen it all through time and made it past with you as my guide.
I have conquered through the pain lost like a forest
being cut up by thoughts of endless briars
above I saw forgotten disdain
shoved it to the ground, able,
because you had given me sunlight through the rain.

With this heart you'll rewrite any
tragedies
with my time you'll put many gifts in me,
in my life you'll give yourself most delightful yet alluring symphonies.
like a heavenly siren for you I shall forever sing praise
until I walk with death at the end of my last night and timeless days

Wonderful love I've been blessed with
unearthly glory you show
like an angel
I saw you aesthetic
glimmering warmth in endless white space and cold snow.
laying there cheerfully
giving me a reason to finally hate the woe

before it all, you met me
before it all happens, you create me
allowing me to exist now
when you knew I'd mess up
but would at some point bow