A heart half empty,
A heart half full,
However you look at it
My life has grown dull.
I’m not trying to be dramatic,
I’m not trying to complain,
I really just want
To get rid of this pain.
No self love,
No self hate,
I guess that I
Just tolerate
The person I am,
The things that I do.
Is anything I feel
Genuinely true?
I want to stay composed,
I want to cry.
I don’t want to exist,
Yet I don’t want to die.
So I continue this life,
Though it isn’t great,
Because I want to find happiness
And it’s well worth the wait.