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Nov 2019
Is their a heaven
I sure hope so, cause I know their is a hell
It’s called earth
Constant pain, waiting to die
Or are we just waiting for rebirth
I try to maintain
I try to abstain
But my vices have taken
All I have once again gained

I thought she would never leave
Our love was/is so deep
I definitely don’t deserve her
Michelle your like a dream
But now it feels Like a nightmare
Without you I feel so scared
I hate that i had to lose you  
To realize how much I love you
How much I need you
How I don’t want to even breath
If your breath doesn’t breath with mine too
I feel like a ****, and I know I did soo much to hurt you
Honestly I know I 100% don’t deserve you

I just have to try to live my life
Fight my demons one more time
These voices are soo loud  
But my love for you brings silence
And your love for me
Turns all that is dark to light

I hope you can forgive me
I don’t see a future without you
I know the man I can be
I want to treat you like my queen.
I don’t know what else to say
I just have never felt a pain this great
And you know I’m bad at talking
About all those difficult but important things.
I’m writing this poem for my girlfriend of six years who I lost a little over a week ago.
I definitely deserved to lose her. She is amazing and loved me soo much, and in my own pain I ignored her and did soo many ****** up things. I love you so much babe and I will give you your space but I just want you to know I’m going to be me again not just for us, but for me. I love you so much and I always will
Analytical skitzo
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Analytical skitzo  28/M/Sacramento
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