Can you see the sadness The constant obsessing is madness Do you wonder where the smile is Oh why I am no longer his
Did I ever love him or did I settle instead Those sad thoughts always in my head The pressure to find someone oh so strong Too think all these years maybe I was wrong
I certainly do not regret any of the years But lately there are too many tears I think of what the future has in store for me But know the future is not for me to see
I tell myself take it day by day The voices telling me that's the only way I will keep going through my life Thinking all along how hard it is to be a wife
This is dedicated again to my mother, she has had a hard life and I try everyday to make it easier. It is hard to grow up but it is harder to be a mother, a wife, a sister, and a daughter at once. I hope I will be able to do it one day.