I recall all the roads, but never the destinations the last stop on the train, the one often forgotten the last call in the bar, when the bartender looks at me with those eyes- those eyes, you know the ones forlorn, as if I won't have nowhere to go but he doesn't know that there is nowhere to go, but everywhere the last dance before he says goodbye, the last song on the jukebox often skipped, the wind blowing us apart in the early winter, the trees decaying the poetry pumping in my veins, pouring words onto the page from some day I can't quite remember I recall all the roads, but never the destinations