i hope it's okay that i want to hold your hand all the time i hope it's okay that i want to kiss you all the time and intertwine my fingers in your hair i hope it's okay that my favorite place in the world is right next to you especially when you're sleeping and i can feel your chest move up and down like the ebb and flow of the ocean i hope it's okay that your laugh makes me happy and that your smile is something i survive off of and that i do stupid things sometimes when you're sad just to see that smile again i hope it's okay that i want to spend my weekends with you going on roadtrips and letting the sun soak into our cells listening to all our favorite songs and realizing how bad they actually are and laughing at each other because we can i hope it's okay that i want to make you happier than you've ever been before and that i want to make you feel important because you are to me and if that's the only thing i ever tell you it would be okay because you deserve to know and i hope all these things are okay because i don't think i can ever not love you but if you didn't want me the way i want you and if you didn't love me the way i love you and if you didn't want to do all these things with me i would walk away because you mean more to me than anyone else and all i want is for you to be happy and if i'm not enough for you then it's okay