An unbearable thought,
Ate me from inside,
Killing my normality.
Ignore her? I tried.
Riding God-Speed, Souls attached.
I loved her contaminated heart, unsure of why
Possibly because we both wanted to die.
Thoughts died when I heard her laugh,
Giving me a sense of sanity, for once.

Flaws were there, I admit
But my best-friend? The best fit