The more i see you, the more i want you. I desire you with my whole heart. I long for our conversations when you are away. All i can ever think about is you. I sit and wonder how your day or night is. Before you i only existed with you i am living. I need you more everyday, more than the air i breath. With everything i have endured and would choose all the pain and torment again if it led me to you. You are my reason, my home, my love; with you my life overflows with goodness. We've only been apart a few hours and yet crave to be with you a lifetime. I asked you today to say the same four letter word i asked a month ago and thats "stay". Im never leaving and im always waiting; i will wait a lifetime for you and then some. Death, cancer, nothing, will ever keep me from loving you. I cant promise you the world but i can promise i will love you and prove that love a million times a day. One day im saying that in front of our guests on our wedding day. Like i said the more i see you the more i know you are the only one for me.

Dedicated to Special K