my wounds
  are many.
some will
   never heal,
some too deep.
  some wounds
that i just
  will never
understand
or feel,
   some that
my soul is
  forced to
keep.
  actions of
guilty others
  are my
deepest wounds
  because they
weren't
  self inflicted.
my loathing
  for those
'guilty others'
  inside me is
one helluva
  conflict.
never judge
  one's outside
unless you have
  lived on
their inside!
   inside
is where....
   most people
die.