I was born human, but my soul is inhumane. I study my own reflection, wondering just what lies behind my empty stare. The frailty of a broken mirror, resembling fact and fiction. When it comes down to it; the barest of the bone, I have no idea what I am trying to tell myself. I sit within these concrete walls with posters of self-help and flyers for support groups. It's my first day. My legs have their own rhythm, my brain's run off course. I look at every footstep, hoping its not one who knew me in my past life.
Within the daze I find myself in, I start to wander. Maybe we're all of the same tale, just different characters. Certain elements to the same story can turn a person back-wards. We all want the same ending, but finding our own paths to get there justifies the difference in all of us. We all want spirits to grant us with light blessings, a reason into living in this run down reality. Suddenly, my name is called.
I follow, leaving behind my everlasting steps of freedom into an unknown world. They tell me what I already know. It's the good days to die for, the obscene ones are worth living, but somehow I view opposite. They tell me in such a cold, unforgiving way. They tell me to take what they give me and I'll end up creating my own ending. I start to wander again. Am I a human or an animal that needs to be put down? Am I a problem that needs to be controlled? I want to shed my second skin and dream all the things I never got too. I want to stop jumping from one side of my soul to the other.