wilting thoughts,
desert droughts,
i am dying.

disorganized feelings,
revolting killings,
i am ******.

ruby blood,
a cerulean flood,
which one's prettier?

scars on my face,
i am ablaze,
i am out of my mind.

cigarettes on the floor
a diminishing roar
i am contaminated.

dreams and hopes fly away
it's quite a depressing day
i am sad.

wings are broken
words are unspoken
i don't have a voice.

demons won't leave me be
they can't hear my desperate pleas
i am out of my mind.

the silence stretching
i feel like retching
help me, i'm dying.

insomnia is taking over me
one sheep, two, three
i am fine.

you look at me and see a train wreck
you look at me again and see you're correct
no one else will help me.

put me out of my misery
i don't want to die of old age in a nursery
just **** me now.

you ask me if i'm alright
stop questioning me, parasite
i'm sorry.

tell me it's okay
leave me be, go away
i am out of my mind, right now.

i said you were only wearing a disguise
but, you said otherwise
i trust you.

monochrome skies
lovely, white lies
the truth will stay hidden, won't it?

so much love and laughter
in the air, it's really not a disaster
i'm lying to myself.

you said it was going to be alright
just shut your filthy, lying mouth, you parasite
nevermind, i'm sorry.

don't hurt me
because i might hurt you
i'm sorry, i'm just out of my mind