I can’t breathe. Inhale then exhale? No, no exhale then inhale, no wait that’s not right. I just can’t seem to remember. My heart beat grows louder and harder, pulsing in my ears, making my chest ache. I grip my stomach to stop the churning and fluttering. What is happening to me? Trying to shake this light headed feeling won’t go away. Palms grow hot and the slightest rosy tint blotches my cheeks. The mere thought of him sends me spiraling out of control. And yet...I can’t stop thinking about him