Smokey bars and lucid scars Muted truths, Memories of a distant youth, Stolen scenes from magazines, Amphetamines, Walking in on adult scenes. Old enough to run away, Hopeless born out of decay, Wise enough to see the wrong, Write a poem, Sing a song. The smell of cigarettes and whisky still disarm, The shiny glint from razor blades still holds a tempting charm, Theyβre the voices of my troubled youth, Trying to pull me down, The circus i escaped from, Pining for itβs clown.