There's a lot of things that i hide Cause i'm scared that people are gonna be scared Of my dark twisted life it's a sad and depressing life But when does it end I keep on wanting to let people in my life But at the same time I push them away I don't want people to have pity for me Where can i start when i can't even End the other chapter of my life When is it going to stop hurting The more people I let in the more people that can let me down When does my head stop spinning When does my heart stop hurting How can i love someone If i don't love myself How can i trust a person how do I know that they are not lying how am i supposed to love someone when all my life everyone Let me down