I don't want any sympathy.
I don't want this care.
Your love gave me anxiety.
I began to despair.

You always played these mind games.
Called me by these cute names.
I controlled my body but your controlled my brain.

"Why do you smoke so much?!
"My mom would always complain.
How do I tell her? This keeps me away from this pain,Which you gave
PAIN PAIN PAIN.
Just go away
You never loved
baby,
All you did was betray.