your jacket stays on the shelf with the others i own and the braclet you gave me stays in the drawer with the phone i can't recall the sound of your voice but i wish too i remember those specfic things about you; you were always scared of the flu oh how you'd laugh and smile every time i said something absurd do you remember one of our first walks where we had named that bird? i distrinctly remember the way you looked at me you had me under a spell, i was far from free you loved me with everything you had and you never knowingly let me be sad your frequent kisses would wear me out but i miss them without a doubt indeed, i do miss you very much now but the person you've become...the dramatic change...i don't understand how