i loved u at my worst. hospital bed, not even allowed to eat. u were all i needed to feel good. u couldn’t bare to see me that ugly. u didn’t want me when we couldn’t see each other. nonetheless, i loved u. i loved u when u had nothing to give, when i couldn’t even walk on my own two feet. u didn’t even love me all dressed up, u didn’t even love me with my clothes off. u weren’t decent enough to pretend u loved me, even at my worst.