How brazen of me to conceive: the idea of my being a boy. I wonder if I’d feel as free - as the cocker - to wag my tail in rebellious lush, to just move and walk with a careless pink flush... I’d never worry about my gait, nor about my hair... I’d never worry about tights hugging my stomach nor setting my shoulders straight when bare; I’d forget about my purse, pockets my only pounds. I’d run and chase with sweet independence, heaving my chest forward, arms out-- ready to emit a Tarzanian roar bout.