Me, a young girl hopelessly wanting to be loved so I let it be defined in a boy's touch The way he used to touch me was proof he carried soft promises on the tip of his fingers I opened myself up for him giving my body away for the promise of beauty How was I to know all that lay ahead that love I felt when he caressed my inner thigh still small and frail with innocence Was a mixture of lust and greed, love absent in the mix He drugged me on it, forcing it down my throat till my mind was barren and my strength nothing My body is permanently stained from the ignorance of a naive girl, and I forever hold the blame for believing his touch was love