A love, I have witnessed and it infected my very being It grasped my soul, this form incomparable Nothing seemed worthy of this all consuming love
Days felt glorious, the nights held no dark shadows, there was no fear I held this love taut and bound in the deepest recesses of my mind It would be a crime to denounce the most precious memory sublime The emancipation I felt, contentment, joy emotions unbounded I cast all hope and fear, to net what once was mine God would you judge my heart and doubt what once I held in dreams My heart tender and still so worn, treaded on and bound to shores beyond my reach
Each facet of my very being is torn Physically and spiritually I am ensnared I do not wished to be released, entrapped I remain Cordially I submit, for no gains But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. Will you not doubt my heart, my fears my being, the fabric that makes me who I am Will you not sway and course towards another but stay with me Make me whole again, remove the shadows, to breath again My heart I swear, is doomed if you are not there My life concluded, boy to man lost in love, give me my life God you are cruel, but I love thee still and heaven shall deny me in my mort, but I will not deny nor refrain, the blood of passion that runs through my veins. From birth to death I cannot deny, the feelings, I feel sublime in thee.